This came up kind of spur of the moment. My aunt (mom's sister) is coming in from out of state and will be staying at my brother's. I haven't seen her since mom's funeral. Dad and I are driving up there to stay for the weekend. It's going to be an early Thanksgiving celebration. Usually I loathe the idea of getting together for a holiday cause of memories (or more specifically, the absence of mom), but my attitude has changed recently about some family things and I'm looking forward to this. :)
*Jessie hugs all her friends and then gives Alice a special long hug and tender kiss.* I love you, my honey babe! <3 <3 <3
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Okay Jess I will miss you have fun dont do anything i would do.
Thanks, Steph. I will follow your advice. :)
Alice, I've got a little time tonight and I'm in TS in case you can drop in.
Well, I chatted way later than I thought I would while waiting for you. But I best be going to bed now. See you my Monday night if I'm not too tired from work. I love you! <3 <3 <3
Hi there Jessie :)
Sorry, I couldn't get in the morning.. Well, I was up but then there was a short power cut and after that I went to bed again waiting for when the power would be back... then later we all went shopping and its now that we're back...
It's been a nice day oh and btw Its Meli's birthday today and she's having a big party at Mont Choisy. She rent a Bungalo there.. unfortunately for me, I can't go >.<!! my brother is being the Dj tho..
Btw, I think its really nice that you're having this little road trip to see your family and its important too - in my opinion. I hope you enjoy it there with them and then you can tell me all about it when you get back, ok?.. ;)
See you on your Monday night, my sweet angel.. oh and happy 10th anniversary!! :D Have fun! I love you too!<3 <3 <3
Hi there Alice :)
*Jessie is so glad to see her girlfriend this morning. She runs and glomps Alice, knocking her over onto some soft cushions. Jessie hugs and kisses Alice all over and tickles her some too!* Happy, happy 10th to you too!!! <3 <3 <3
I've still got about 30 minutes before dad gets here to pick me up. I'm all ready to go. I washed my hair last night and wet braided it so I can let it down right before we get there and have it all wavy. (I think it looks nice that way. :) I painted my nails bright red and even did my toesies. Lol. This morning I put on just a little makeup too. Can you believe it? Even if I say so myself, I feel like I look really good. hehehe
Oh, and my brother doesn't live where he used to so I'm going out of state instead of just out of town. I would have known that if I hadn't been shunning what little family I have. That's going to change too. I've been thinking about my life and family and stuff a lot more now and it is ok for me to be happy and have fun. Yay!
I've been getting a bit nervous tho with a weird feeling but it's prolly just cause I'm worried how it's all going to go. Dad was so surprised when he called yesterday and I just said yes about going. The excitement in his voice after that was great and I cried a bit being happy too. He really did change for the better after mom died, but I just didn't give him a chance.
I've already taken my "kids" over to Phyllis this morning. She's a sweet older lady who lives next to me and I call her grandma. :) Well, I'd better post this and shutdown the computer so I'm ready when dad gets here. I love you, my sweet honey babe! Bye for now. <3 <3 <3 and a few extra <3 <3 <3's since I'll be gone longer than normal.
(Oh, and sorry about turning on the word verification thingy, but I don't want any spam comments from bots while I can't monitor it.)
Hi Jessie,
Have a nice trip. Have fun!!! :D Love you Jessie!!!! {{{hugs}}} :D
Hi there, my lovely little Jessie bear. :)
How are you? ^^ hmmm... here I'm already missing you terribly, my sweet little bear >.<! but.. I'm happy for you, really ^^
Enjoy yourself there while I try to be a good girl here and wait for you patiently hehehe ;)
I'm glad that you're giving your family another chance and your life too, I mean.. your happiness and all, its nice... oh and just like I do here with everyone sometimes, you can now enjoy some beers with your brother and your dad hehehe xD lolzz... Its quite fun to share stuff like that with them, that and other stuff too.. go ahead and have fun together, you all seem like you need sometime to catch up with each other and this is a great opportunity :D
Oh and when you get back, I'd like to hear about all of it, alright? hehehe ^^... I'll be waiting ;)
Take care and have fun! :D I love you!<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
Heya, made an account and a blog :)
Hi there.. I miss you, my sweet little bear!<3 <3 <3
Well, I hope that you're doing fine and that you're having great fun out there. :)
Here, well.. I've not been online much lately due to some damn connection problems and also cause I was quite busy with other stuff too.. like also being with the family. Oh and my psp is now hacked which is great since I can finally play much more games since they are copies, which means that they're a lot cheaper than the UMDs. Besides I can even download them for free which is again.. great! :D hehehehe...
Hmmmm, well there's a lot going on in here but I think I'll tell you a bit about it when you get back. ;) For now, just enjoy your trip. Hope to see you soon.. please take care. I love you, my darling angel!!<3 <3 <3
(P.S @Chappie: Thats nice.. lol, it seems like there's only me in our TC group which is left without a blog now :p hehehe)
My dearest Jessie,
*Sarah runs and glomps you, knocking you over right onto the sofa then covers your face with kisses!* my dear jessie i have come back to you and alison! =)i have missed you both so very very much! as for why i had to go i will tell all next time we can talk. =) I was able to talk to alice for a good chunck of time tonight ;) dont worry we made even more evil plans JUST for you. ;) we are waiting for you. :D i am also glad you were just able to get away and spend some sweet time with your fam! :D i am very happy for you! i really hope your enjoying your trip and your time with your family. =D i hope to get to talk to you soon my darling! =) lots of love and kisses all over!!! :D <333 <333 i have missed you greatly! see you soon! -Sarah yours and alices.... =)
Miss tia wants to know if miss jessie bear and miss alice will share miss sarah with her have fun Miss 'jessie Bear we miss yous
Hey little bear :) I miss you!!!<3
Terribly so..<3 <3 <3
I hope that you're doing fine. Here i'm having quite some fun with family and friends and all.. However, it was bad a few days ago cause I've lost Dutchess and 3 of the kitties.. u.u Dutchess desappeared and the 3 little ones got sick, now there's just Fluffy and Charlie left... They quite moody too at first but now it seems that they're doing a lot better. ^^
Oh and btw, I've finally got my pupple colour for my room, hehehe xD We paint it today, thats is, half of the room is light pink while the other is pupple. =)
We also did some other rooms too, so.. yeah the day was quite tiring, but still good tho. ^^
Well, I hope to see you again soon. I miss you, well, We all do actually and just can't wait to have you back. ;) Wherever you are, I hope that you're having fun. :)
I love you, my lovely angel.<3 <3 <3
Hi Jessie,
Miss you so much!!! Hope you're having fun!!! :) Love you Jessie!!! :D
Hi there, little bear :)
I hope you're doing fine. I miss you!!<3 Uhm well, I know I've not been on here or even on TC so much lately.. its mostly cause I'm quite busy here with getting the house ready for Christmas.. anyway, I'm just droping by to wish you a late 11th anniversary ;)
Lol, its not that I've forgot about it but I have to admit that I don't really know what date or day it is anymore lately hehehe :$ :p
I hope that you're having lots of fun. Love you!!!<3 see you soon, I hope. *Hugs and lots of kisses.*
Hey there Jessie :)
Well, I'm just dropping by to wish you a happy Merry Christmas, you and your family. :D
May God bless you.. I wish you joy and happiness in your life.. well, all the best! xD
I love you and always will!!! <3 <3 <3
Hope to see you soon, have fun! :)
i love, jm
Ok... so I'm not the anonymous one butve to agree to them.
We all do love Miss Jessie bear! ;)
Miss you Jessie, me more than anyone else ;)!!<3 <3 <3
Hey beautiful!! =)
How are you doing? I'm doing quite well... just dropping by now while I still can to wish you a very HaPpY N3w Y3aR!!! :D
I know its a bit early hehehe, but I'd prolly be very busy later at midnight with the fireworks and the party and stuff xD... so, thats it. Happy New Year, have fun and take care. I love you!!! Wish you the best! :D <3 <3 <3
Hi there my pretty bear. =)
So, 2012 is coming... but before 2011 is ending. Let me thanks all the good people like you who made 2011 beautiful for me. I pray you be blessed with a faithful year. I wish you a; Fantastic January.. Love able February.. Marvelous March.. Foolish April.. Enjoyable May.. Successful June.. Wonderful July.. Independent August.. Powerful September.. Tastiest October.. Beautiful November.. Happiest December. Have a Victorious Year!!! Hope I'm the 1st person to wish you Happy 12 months os 2012. Enjoy!! xD
I love you Jessie!!! <3 <3 <3
momma and the rest if the family misses you miss jessie. we want you to come back soon and be safe and healthy. happy new year!
Hi there Jessie Bear. :)
How are you doing? And how's the new year so far?? hehe mine is uhh well, quite good I guess.. I've had some fun during the holidays but I guess its like what they say.. "all good things comes to an end" lol. ;p
School starts tomorrow and I admit that I actually did missed it a bit. :p
I still do miss you a lot and I have to say that I'm a bit sad and disapointed that we haven't got time to spend with each other so much like we've first planned, but I guess that we can't always have it our way, can we?...
So, I hope to see you sometime soon again, my wonderful Soreceress. ;)<3
I wish you good and hope you're enjoying yourself so far. ^^ I love you.. always!<3 <3 <3
Hello Jessie bear. :)
Well, I'm just dropping by to let you know that my first day of school was fairly well ^^. I even got some new awesome teachers, hehe. :)
Oh how is Punkin and Mr Kitty Cat doing btw??
Here we found a cute little puppy wondering in our yard yesterday, probably lost. He's was so adorable and all black with cute brown eyes. :3 It was raining most of the day and so he was cold outside. I wanted to keep him at least a bit longer, but mom didn't agree since of the cats already.. So they took him and went searching for the owner, which we then found was someone from the neigbourhood. I was a bit sad about it, but.. oh well, thats it.
I was just wondering about your 'kids', hoping they're doing fine as well and as much as you, hopefully. :) Tell them I said Hi,ok? ;) Take care, I love you darling!!! <3 <3 <3 *Hugs & kisses.*
Hey there Jessie! =) <3
An early hApPy BiRthDay to you, my love!<3 :D
May God blesses you and guide you thoughout your life. I wish you the best as always but also happiness. It supposed to have been a year since we've first met on TeenChat and that we've been together.. Let me tell you that, from that first day untill now..
I don't regret one bit of it all. It's been tough at times, but we've got through it all and got even stronger after. So, no.. I don't regret it. I've loved you with all my heart and still love you the same, if not more. :) <3
I'll prolly will still love you even if your feelings towards me have changed since the last time we've chatted. I just wanted you to know that, I'm very greatful to have met you and that you were/are part of my life.<3
"If I could,
Then I would..
I'll go wherever you will go..
Way up high
Or down low
I'll go wherever you will go..."
(The Calling)
Well, I have to go for now. Again, Happy Birthday, my love! :) I hope to see you sometimes again. I miss you!<3
Take care.<3 <3 <3 *hugs*
(P.S I also have a gift for you, a drawing.. but its not finished yet, but I'll post it here as soon as its done.) ;)
Hi there, Jessie! :)
How have you been? And what have you been up to lately, love??
I miss you!! But aside of that, I'm doing quite okay.. Well, I'm just dropping by to give/show you your birhday gift as promised. ;) I'm sorry it took so long though, I was just very busy with school mostly.
Anyway, just so you know tho, it does not look so much like the original. :p
Still, I hope that you'll like it. ;)
Here's the link:-> http://i42.tinypic.com/fazcrt.jpg
And yet, another link:-> http://i39.tinypic.com/rkq3nt.jpg
So, happy birthday again, plus a late happy Valentine's day. ;p <3
Oh and, I don't know if its still counts but.. right now, its 00:37am and so here we're already the 19th which should be our one year and a month's anniversary. So, happy birthday to us!(if its still counts), hehe ;)
Well, take care honey. I love you!!<3<3<3
Hey there Jessie :)
Its been a while. I hope you're doing fine. Okay, I miss and I'm still missing you!!>.<
Honestly, I've been missing you since you left and even though I tried(really I did try!) to move along... I simply can't. Though I guess that its been less frequent that I think about you, but thats because I have a lot on my mind along the way. I've also been busy a lot with school so you see.. I did try to focus only on those but, its still hard somehow.
You csn't also just expect me to just forget! That simply won't do. But if ever its what you really wanted me to do, then just say so and I'll try my best. Just so you know, I'm not mad at you. I'm a little upset, true but thats only because this whole stuff is driving me insane! I don't like feeling sort of being left in the dark, which exactly how I'm feeling. But then again, its not really at you that I'm mad, but at myself and also the fact that I can't reach you except from here.
I don't know if this msg as well as the other ones will ever be able to reach you, but I do hope so.. and I'll be here waiting for a sign of you. I'm always checking on here anyways so...
Okay, I feel a little better somewhat now that thats been said. :) I loved you, still love you and probably will keep loving you no matter what even if its just as a friend. (if thats what you want). But yeah, I still pretty much love you and that won't stop anytime soon.
For now though, I'm going to try at keep living this shity life of me and to do it with a smile on my face. Tadaa :) hah. Here's a beautiful Japanese song that I've found and don't worry, I'll be posting its translated lyrics next.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1Z50OXEplf0
Please watch/listen to it first, then look at the lyrics. Enjoy! ;-)
Hmm before I paste the lyrics here, I'd like to say this.. Please don't mind the little grammer mistakes above, I'm actually typing this from Dad's laptop. ;)
Okay, now without further ado;
HARUKAZE's lyrics:
Before you go somewhere far away
I kept thinking about
things that I didn’t say to you
Today, once again,
as we spend time laughing together
I feel my chest hurt a bit
A spring breeze blows tonight
“I don’t want to let you go”
That’s the kind of thing I think
But I can’t say anything unnecessary
“See you tomorrow” we said as our goodbye
I walk alone beneath the rows of trees
And suddenly I recall the remnants of my dreams
~ chorus ~
The dancing flower petals
flutter in the breeze
Slipping through the gaps in my heart
All I can do is face my feelings
No matter what kind of pain
comes to attack my heart again
I’m going to discover
what’s beyond that closed door
The two of us are completely opposite
But since when did we started being together?
We have more and more similarities as time goes
But the truth is that we copied each other a little bit
The night you cried, I wiped your tears away
We briefly nodded to each other
Taking notice of the fleeing future
Looking at the unchanging you
I’ve decided to leave my memories behind
I’m sorry; I’m going to go first (ahead of you)
~ chorus ~
The dancing flower petals
sway
Just like my swaying heart, so that I won’t forget
Spring breeze, carry my hopes and dreams
I’ll start walking – Hey, lift your head up
So that I can laugh by your side again
No one else is stronger than you are
Being alone feels insecure, no?
That’s what I feel
~ chorus ~
The dancing flower petals
flutter in the breeze
Slipping through the gaps in my heart
All I can do is face my feelings
No matter what kind of pain comes to attack my heart again
Spring breeze, carry my hopes and dreams
I’ll start walking
The future that we believed in
is about to start.
END. :)
I hope you like it. ^^
Well, wherever you are right now, please take care! Don't forget to eat your free meals a day, and don't over do it in work. ;-) :p
Hope to hear from you again someday.
I love you!<3 <3 <3
Uh.. right. Hey JM. I dunno if you'll read this, but I just wanna say that your friends miss ya. Especially me, although you may not like me as much as I'd hope. Heh.. Anyway, hope you're safe and well.
Hmm.. Hi there ^^, whether or not you'll read this.. can I say that I so not agree with Dakota there for being the one who misses you most?? Cause yeah, that should be me. Hah:p
Anyways, I too, hope that you're well and safe. Oh and I think we can now say that your blog is one year old so congrates!^^(even though right now its kind of innactive) But since we're still leaving comments from time to time, I guess its ok ;)
Btw, Idk about the others but I'm having trouble when I try to leave comments here from my laptop. It doesn't allow me to(maybe it has something to do with my settings but Idk) So if anyone could help, I'd very much appreciate it.(For now I'm using Dad's laptop to comment) Well, I better go now since I have my Art exam tomorrow. Hope to see you again. Be safe, love you.<3 <3 <3
Hi Jessie, :)
Well I don't know if this will reach you along with the other msgs too.. But anyway, I hope you're well. Uhmm I'm doing okay, being on short term break from school(2 weeks left before I go back to) and well, I've been resuming my guitar learning.. Though this time we can say that I'm really starting to learn it lol xD (not that I wasn't before but.. lets just say that I got too frustrated and gave up on it for a while) >_<
Uhm I'm not sure if I told you before you left that I was able to hack my psp, but I'll say it again, yes I did and I now I'm able to play ISO/CSO(means copy) games on it, no need to buy expensive original ones anymore.. Plus, I've been able to add some new Apps to the psp too and was able to do the same for my cousin. xD
SO here, thats just a little update to what I've been up too lately aside of school stuff and life in itself. Well, be safe and take care. I miss you!!!<3 Till next time.<3<3<3 :)
Hey Jessie :)
Whats up??
Well, I was just again going to drop another long msg here for you. So, as you'd probably guess by now (if my msgs have reached you that is) that I'm back to school yeah.. and well I have about 5 weeks or so left to go before the HSC exams. >< The last week would be on the 17th to 21th September, supposedly our school activity week haha xD... That means we'll have our school mess, then I think there'll be one day we'll ("we" as only us Upper 6/ last year student) be disguising based on a theme.. its about "what would be our school uniform if we had the chance to change it?" something like that but we have to use a part of our actual uniform, then transform it the way we would like.
Then on the 21th, our last day to us Upper 6, will be our farewell party where we would also disguise/dress, but this time anyway (still decent enough) we would want to and of course if we're lucky enough.. there'll be a DJ, so yay music, food and some gifts for the teachers to thank them for all these years working with us hehehe.. oh and maybe some surprise too idk lol. xD
Oh and on that same night, there'll be our prom night. You might think its weird to do all that right before the exams but, well they say it helps cooling ourself off a bit of the stresses and well it seemed to have worked quite well during the few past years. :p
Anyway, this comment/msg will probably be the last of me here untill at least Nov 23 since its supposed to be my last day of exams, then I'll have 2 months of vacation xD.. I can't wait for that hehe. ;) So yeah wish me luck.. :) I really hope and wish to see you by then. If not? heh well, I can't force you to show up thats true.. but I'm not giving up either, I'll still pray, hope and wish for your well being and happiness but also, for you to not really "come back" but lets say to show yourself again here or on chat or both. I love and miss you!, we all do.. just remember that.<3 <3 <3
Be well and be safe. Hopefully if I'm not dead, I'll see you here arround Nov 23 or so ;) Take care. <3 Bye for now. :)
(P.S some might think that I'm crazy to still come up here and leave long msgs to what would appear as no one heh.. Well I don't care. To me(probably to the others too) you were/are a great, awesome friend, an amazing girl to which I've been lucky enough to get to know and even have the pleasure to have as a girlfriend. Even if we live so afar away, idk about you but I believe we were able to make the best of it so far as we're concerned.. You are still important to me, not just because we were gfs.. but because we were/ hopefully still are friends. And a close friend/& lover as you have been to me all those times can't be forgotten just like that. Sorry, but I can't help it.. I miss you and probably will still miss you untill I hear form you again and even then, I can't promise that I would stop missing you after hehe :p I'll move on, maybe.. yeah but even so.. I'll still miss you somewhere in my heart. Thats all, for now.)<3 ;)
Okay its me again lol.. but anyway, just thinking about something important.. Yeah well, its cool I've been able to write all of those up there and such hehe. But, one important stuff for both to NOT forget is that whatever you choose to do, I can't force you to stay in my life but I guess I just wanted you know that I still think of you... Now that thats been said too, I guess I'll be off for now. See ya around the Nov 23 or so, maybe... :)
Damn, it's been nearly almost a year since we've last heard from you, Jessie........................
Hi Jessie :)
I don't know if you still remember me but I do remember you.. hehe :p .. Anyways.. Its now the 27th, so yeah I'm now in holidays Yayy!! :D.. exams are done!...
I'm just here to give you a little of the latest bits of what's been going in my life since the last time I've been here. First is.. I'm now an aunt, woohoo! xD Lol. Actually I've been since the 9th of Oct thanks to my older brother and Axelle (yes they've been back together) and they have a beautiful son.. my so wonderful nephew :D.. He's soooo cute!! xD <3
Okay, thats one.. 2nd thing now.. is that I've met someone, a lady of 26 years old.. No, age doesn't mean anything... Oh but.. I think I have to thank you for that in some ways since I've met her on D2 which I've got a liking in playing it thanks to you... I did stop with it for a long while and turns out that the day/night I decided to play it again.. On that same day/night, I've met that certain someone which makes me happy and whom I'm together with for at least month months and a few weeks... :) I love her.. I'm not gonna hide it from you. You're still my friend, or so I still consider you as my friend... :)
Okay... and the 3rd thing is... that that older sister is now back! Yay! :D... So.. well, I guess the table is turning for me again.. I've been able to move on... I know, I did said that I'd wait for you... and I'm still waiting, but as a friend.. just a friend, a close one.. :)
I hope you're doing great wherever you are and that you're happy too. You deserve the best and nothing less... May God watches over you and keep you safe.. Take care, my friend...
Bye for now, Jessie... <3
Don't give up!
:(
Oh... ah, hello!
Hi to Anonymous.. :p Lol
Uhm.. it'd be better if you said who you were, don't you think??
Oh and for the previous comment you left saying; "Don't give up!"
I never said that I'm giving up... just that, I'll wait for her to return(as a friend though).. But I'm also living my life at the same time... Isn't it what she would have wanted??
Well take care you all... See ya some other time.. hehe ^^
I don't know if revealing my identity would change anything at all... :s
But really, don't even think about giving up. >_<
Yes.. it'd change something... it'll make us know who you are.. lol :p
All of the others have an account here so.. they'd likely use it when they'd comment... + I'm friend with most likely everyone on Facebook.. except maybe you, the "Anonymous" hehe.. And well, I'm not sure who you are (though I may have an idea).. but still.. it'd be nice to know...
Anyways... See ya, take care whoever you are. :p :)
It's TerraServ and you most certainly won't remember me. Dx
Hey there TerraServ.. lol.. of course I remember you :p :D
How have you been??
Ohh and Merry Christmas to all!! xD ^^ have fun! :D
Happy New Year to you Jess, wish you all the best. :)
Take care and be safe..
This is likely my last msg/comment on this blog... or at least, it'll be a while before I'd ever want to post something here..hehe
Its a little part of my new resolutions for this year, "to keep moving on". It'll be for the best. Just know that, the memories we had are safe in my heart.. but that's all it has to it...
Like I said above.. I wish you all the best. Always smile and be yourself. Take care. :)
Time is still when the heart beats none.
Wow.. It really has been a while since I've been on here, hehe...
I wonder how everyone is doing..
Or if there're people who from time to time, still check on this site. o.O
I gotta admit, I miss those days in TC.. u.u I still go there every once a while but its not the same. A lot has changed and not just the site itself... Anyways, let me know how you guys are doing (and you too Jess..maybe). For my part, I'm quite okay, though maybe feeling a bit down lately.(don't ask why lol) Its just like that.. :p
Peace everyone. <3 <3 :)
Love you Jessica! <3 Miss you soooo much! *hugs*
Alison <3 ! *hugs*
*hugs everyone* <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
Hey to whoever still drop by this blog.. I hope you've had a nice Christmas and New Year's Eve. :)
I'm just dropping by to wish you all and your family a Joyful, Bright, Healthy, Prosperous and Happiest New Year ahead!!! Happy New Year 2014! :) <3
(P.S Jessie, wherever you are right now.. I really do hope that you are happy and doing well. Hopefully this message as well as the others will reach you someday if they haven't already... Take care. <3)
Hiyaa to you who shall see/read this post, as well as the previous ones...
I hope you've had a nice Christmas or a happy holidays, and I wish you all a Happy New Year 2016 too! :D
Not sure if you still remember me Jessie, but I do remember you.. Even though it's been so long since the last time we've had a nice little chat(right before you left). I do hope and wish that these posts would reach you one of these days, and that you would miraculously come back around here. I still miss you... Can you believe that!? Even after so long, I still think about you sometimes. :p Anyways, wherever you are.. I hope you are doing fine. Take care.. <3 :)
God this made me so sad, reminds me of when I was a kid on the internet, with my relationships and abandonment related to them.
I hope you all have a great life as well, don't forget that spark you had back then.
Alice Said...
Wow.. its been a while since I've been here.
I hope you are all doing well.
I'm just wondering tho, about who wrote the last message.
Steph? Or Tia or anyone else?
Would love to hear from you all again. Take care. <3
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